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The Lord Chief Rocka, number one, Chief Rocka
October 2011
92 posts
Pride is an admirable quality, until it becomes a wall.
i think the strongest people in the world are the ones who battle/battling/conquered/fought cancer -- regardless if they succumbed to it or not
i was watching my sister’s keeper last night, man did that movie break my heart.
although it’s not based on a particular individual’s life, i am pretty sure that elements of the stories are present in the lives of cancer patients/survivors and the family of cancer patients.
the scene where anna said how nothing came of her sister’s passing —- made me realise how spot on anna’s outlook was. it was so real. when people pass away, they pass. some deaths can change the world or help medical discoveries in some way (or in other ways) but ultimately, there is the majority that not everyone’s death impacts the world, except for people who are connected to the deceased person.
i don’t know where i am going with this but for me it was just a scene that got my mind thinking…
Political Ben & Jerry's Flavors: 2011
Rick Berry
Malt Romney
Occu-Pie Wall-nut
Donut Ask, Don’t Caramel
ChocoPie GumBall Street
Women’s Right to Chews* (*Taffys)
Marshmell’ Bachmann
Marshmell’ Choc-mint
Troy Davis’ Capital PunishMint
Rick Santorum Is A Homosexual Assdouche Fudge Swirl
Snickerhead Ranch
In The Mourning (ch only)
yelyah Williams
“In The Mourning”.
A few weeks ago I posted some new lyrics up on Tumblr. Wanted to share the melody with anyone who’s asked me to post it. This is just the chorus.. I didn’t want to post the full thing yet because I don’t want people thinking it’s a new Paramore song. This is just something I wrote for fun. Hope you likes!
this breaks my heart. not the bad kind of heartbreak (i don’t know myself that there is good heartbreak, just go with me here) but the kind you can in some levels appreciate because you know you’ll grow from it… in other words, you know the situation sucks (doesn’t even have to be romantically related heartbreak) but its going to be okay. you’re going to be alright.
Listening to Taylor Swift tunes ALL DAY......... --- Yeah, you read it right. TAYLOR SWIFT, ALL DAY.
“Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise to the ways of the world are mostly just cynics. Cynicism masquerades as wisdom, but it is the farthest thing from it. Because cynics don’t learn anything. Because cynicism is a self-imposed blindness, a rejection of the world because we are afraid it will hurt us or disappoint us. Cynics always say no. But saying “yes” begins things. Saying “yes” is how things grow. Saying “yes” leads to knowledge. “Yes” is for young people. So for as long as you have the strength to, say yes.”
—Stephen Colbert
It's impossible not to have regrets. Like death, its inevitable. The only difference is that you can learn from your regret(s) -- You can't learn from your death.
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Pretty sure Boyz II Men taught/ignited their listeners about love, sexy and romance.. and also the reason for some serious baby making love.
occupy wall street goes global.... Australia's gettin in on the war against corporate greed. Hellzyeah!
fuck the banks.
strike out ... 3rd strike
i’ve got a call presentation today, my parts we’re to discuss (more like read from my cue cards) our pr campaign’s situation analysis and two key tactics of the campaign.
i suck at these things.. however i volunteered to do parts because i know my input to this assessment has been so little.. other members could have constructed it without me.
today, i log on to my email and see the presentation timeline and some of my parts of been eradicated or they’ve replaced my part with another member.
this sucks because i feel even more inadequate and i think its quite clear my group has little or zero faith in my presentation skills… which is fair enough because they are so determined for the ‘high distinction’ — which, i cannot blame them for, they are leaning towards graduation.. whereas i’m a first year hanger.
i’ve never been the one to not do ‘my part’ for group assessments.. i hate being the leech or feel like i am leeching. man, i even made cue cards and practised with my mum (as my audience.)
“The less you reveal, the more people can wonder.”
—Emma Watson (via laceofpearls)
still in the same funk. -- it's not even a good kind of funk. i'm tired of feeling sorry for myself.
all the disappointments and the weight of my failures i’ve experienced since start of 2011 finally took its toll on me … i fronted, played it off like.. i was slick and i could dust it off like dirt on my shoulder and try again. Last night was/is the curtain call, i don’t know how to pick myself up.i feel like the saddest mother fucker alive.
not being able to change how i am is flattening me out. i don’t know what to do cos i’ve burnt myself out. i try to get positive vibes flowing around me, from reading books, quotes or watching movies that will keep me light and feeling like sunshine .. it’s like i need something to make me happy. i result to material/superficial distractions to keep going.
if i was alone with just the thoughts in my head.. no sound, music..nothing i think i’d crumble and break.. and a whole lot of hidden or pushed aside anger, pain, sadness and other grey areas would smack my heart (harder than it’s smacking right now.)
what makes me sad the most is that i feel as though i’m always at the same spot. i never move and when i do.. i take a step forward and later i take a couple steps back. i always bring myself to that same spot, same place. that hurts. it kills.
i admit, i’ve blamed most of this on other people, things, factors, situations … when i really should have been honest and looked at myself.. but then people say i’m too hard on myself or lack belief, faith and confidence in myself (which is true)
i dont know anymore, i’m tired. tired of this same place, same spot, same situation.. in which my choices and decisions get me there/here. only thing i can do is admit that i have been wrong for quite some time now.. and i’m not the illest mother fucker alive.
i need to be on something something .. when i give my presentation. i cannot do this in my normal state of mind. if you've seen 'Rocket Science' you would understand.
Btw, ‘Rocket Science’ is ahhhfuckingmazing.
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I’ve got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring outta me
I bring them to the light for you
It’s only right
“So many of us lead our lives holding on so tightly that nothing new, nothing miraculous can find us.”
—Mastin Kipp
“You are so close to the reality that you are creating, that you sometimes can’t see the bigger picture.”
—Esther Abraham-Hicks
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